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Damn it!
Saturday, August 1, 2009 8:11 AM
OMG.. Chee Lee is sick and he dk any shit about the songs that we playing for NDP.. Not to mention that he don't even rmb any scores.. That means only me lor. Sad lor.. Die liao.. One gd thing about today is that i saw Jes today in school!! She look even more prettier than she did. Not saying that she wasn't before but shes even more than she did!! OMG!! Haha.. Love her so much.. Hope that she can come visit someday.. See us wearing that beret for NDP.. but we look stupid and ugly in it though.. Good thing for those that won't be performing.. Like Clarice. Damn her for getting asthma at a time like this when what we need is volume = i have to play super loud ler.. Haiz.. thats my sickening life.. i really envy those that have something in life to seek.. My life now is directionless.. There's no goal that i can strife for. YET. It must come soon right? just hope that it can come like, Next year? or Maybe when i (hopefully) successfully enter JC.. Still DK which JC to aim.. How pathetic.. Not even knowing where am i going to.. But i'm aiming two JCs, SR to join Jes, but by then, she would have graduated ler. Or go TJC where Elissa is aiming, its quite impossible if you go by my standards.. Even i do say so myself.. Thanks people for trying to make me think that i can make it there but i just don't think that i can at all. Judging from my EL, CH(Geo,SS) and my CL, i don't think so.. Its like, Hello.. I got a C6 (i think) for EL and Another one for CM(Geo, SS).. I'm just so bad other subjects excluding Maths and Science lah.. Thats how i got into 31 in the first place.. God, why can't teachers fix a target by judging how well you did for Sec 2?! Its way much better. And now that LFL go crazy, Want my class to get like what, 40+ marks for geo EOY upon 5o? hows that even possible for me, or anyone who FAILED humanities in the first place?! Oh my god, if this carries on w/o Band, i'm going to slip into depression soon.. For the sake of my sanity, i'm going carry on going Band even when i have to step down.. I'm not going to care anymore.. Gosh.. i'm so dead if i don't keep my results up.. Damn it that they aren't allowing free selection of subjects.. then i can choose Triple science, POA, A & E maths and all that that i can do well in.. That's all for today. ADIOS. :) SMILES |